Testamenttini Elasto Mania kansalle

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Testamenttini Elasto Mania kansalle

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Testamenttini Elasto Mania kansalle

Tämä on testamentti, jota en koskaan uskonut joutuvani kirjoittamaan.
Minut on kohdannut syvä suru. Sydämeni on murtunut, enkä tuskani määrää voi sanoin kuvata.
Iso osa maailmaani mureni 2011-2015, kun sain suureksi järkytyksekseni huomata kuinka sisäänpäin lämpenevä,
menneessä rypevä ,(homoja)syrjivä ja lapsellinen elma yhteisö on.

Olen elämässäni aina pyrkinyt itse vastaamaan teoistani ja elämääni
koskevista asioista, ja niin teen myös nytkin. Huippu-elmerinä minun
olisi itse pitänyt ottaa selville ja olla tietoinen mihin olen astumassa.
Nyt saan tästä valtavasta erehdyksestä maksaa kalliin hinnan.
Mielessäni pyörii monia kysymyksiä, ja vaikka kuinka yritän kapinoida
vastaan, en voi asioita muuttaa.

Uskon, että Jumala tahtoi näin kohdallani käyvän.
Sydämeni pohjasta haluan pyytää Elma-yhteisöä harkitsemaan asenteitaan ja arvojaan.
Samalla esitän nöyrät kiitokseni kaikille tukijoilleni vuosien varrelta.
Te olette veikkaamisen ohella auttaneet minua jaksamaan. Nyt jos koskaan tuki on tarpeen.

Elasto mania antoi minulle paljon, paljon se myöskin otti.
Nyt ei ole enää kiire. Taistelu on ohi. On aika uuden elämän.
Kauan sitten, kun nuorena poikana Acrossissa ensimmäisen kerran editorin avasin,
alkoi elämässäni suuri seikkailu, josta tuli loputon tuska.
Vajosin ja nousin, yhä uudestaan ja uudestaan. Tuhannet litrat hikeä ja
kyyneleitä saavat nyt surun sävyt. Sieltä ammensin myös vahvuuden, jonka
avulla selviän tästäkin vastoinkäymisestä.

Vielä kerran korviini kantautuu tuon hiljaisen editorin mystinen kutsu.
Nöyränä, kiitollisena ja yksinäisenä avaan sen nyt vastatuulessa
viimeisen kerran, polvistun, myönnän tappioni ja pyydän sielulleni rauhaa.

Suomessa Tammikuun 11. päivänä 2015

TL






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Interesting read (I used google translate).
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So you're quitting Elma after Broiler 0pen 3?
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Wow.. really sad to hear that.

Could some kind person translate this to English, because I feel google translate doesn't make it justice. I can't tell if you're quitting elma because of the scene itself, or because you just no longer wish to be a part of it all for other reasons? Either way it's really sad to hear you do not longer want to be part of the family. If you do decide to leave you will surely be missed, and remembered as one of the most hard-working and influential lev-makers there ever was. Out of all lev-makers in the scene, you have inspired me the most.

I wish you the best of luck in your new life, and if you ever change your mind we will still be here, hoyling old 0luts till the end of elasto mania.
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thats some psychedelic letter o,o google translate cant translate it well enough to understand it well but i got the point
if u just take away nekits idiotic behaviour and his followers when he comes online, u can say that the community isnt that bad, childlish at all. sometimes there appears person who behaves weird/inappropiately, but who hadnt ever do that in real life?
afterall most of the people are reasonable, supporting and helpful i can say, even if many of us get bongo sometimes for a moment.
u TL are a genious in your own way (both as a chatter and levmaker), youre not being understood by 90% of community. im sure that there are people who appreciate your original personality, u shouldnt just care about blind faks
i would surely regret your goingaway, you give some kind of spark to the community
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jblaze wrote:thats some psychedelic letter o,o google translate cant translate it well enough to understand it well but i got the point
if u just take away nekits idiotic behaviour and his followers when he comes online, u can say that the community isnt that bad, childlish at all. sometimes there appears person who behaves weird/inappropiately, but who hadnt ever do that in real life?
afterall most of the people are reasonable, supporting and helpful i can say, even if many of us get bongo sometimes for a moment.
u TL are a genious in your own way (both as a chatter and levmaker), youre not being understood by 90% of community. im sure that there are people who appreciate your original personality, u shouldnt just care about blind faks
i would surely regret your goingaway, you give some kind of spark to the community
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To nonfinns: this thread is just a joke reference to Mika Myllylä's "testamenttini suomen kansalle" that he wrote after getting caught of doping in Lahti 2001 among many other professional finnish cross country skiiers.
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Remember hole Finnish skiing team vanished in 2001 :P
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